Monday, December 27, 2010

Growing

So, it's been a little while. One thing I've discovered is that I'm not very good at multitasking. I should get better at that. Anyway, my only excuse is that I got so consumed by the summer (working A LOT at a restaurant and pet sitting) and then the working A LOT of the semester that I simply forgot that I wanted to chronicle things in this way. However, to be totally honest, this past semester has not created much that anyone will want to see. I think that this semester was basically a kick in the ass, one that was direly needed. I think too much and do too little, and the result is a lack of confidence that I felt pretty sharply in contrast to a group of students who have been forced into drawing drawing drawing, just draw don't think so much draw. In a way, I wish that I had had that experience, but regret is a silly and nonconstructive thing. I can only move forward and moving forward entails a keen focus. In all honesty, I've never really kept a sketchbook before, but I have decided that this should become a fairly large part of my process. I imagine so much up in my mind and I can see it so clearly there that when the time comes for me to translate that to imagery I haven't really worked it out physically enough (especially with the new very short time constraints given at RISD) to always convey it successfully. I have learned a lot, and sometimes it was painful, sometimes my lungs were in my stomach, but with a week out to clear my head and get some sleep, I feel very optimistic about my future. I'll post images of the few pieces I feel happy about in a week when I'm back in Providence, as I didn't really manage to get decent pictures as I was readying myself for the airport, but I will leave this amazing webcomic I found by Emily Carroll that really boosted me up creatively as OH MAN it is ATMOSPHERE! It is actually quite similar to the sort of comics I want to do, so I was pretty excited to see it.




For serious, I love the colors, I love the rendering of the characters, I love the attention to detail. I've never really tried to do stylized figures, but my interest in comics is pushing me to try it. I think I'm going to start slow by doing exaggerated facial expression studies and exaggerated body pose studies and then hopefully at some point figure out what my stylized figures will look like. I'm going to guess they're going to be on the more realistic stylized side, but I'd really love to be able to blow out those facial expressions and pump up that drama or humor.

Bon soir!